Don't you just hate it when no matter how hard you try with someone, no matter how much effort you put into them, no matter how many hours you spend pining over them, and heeding their every word, they never ever return your gestures. When they do, it hurts. A lot, More anything.
Every single day I wait, I think. I say nice things, I do nice things, I do everything to make people happy, yet it's still not enough. Sometimes, I even wonder if they think about me when I'm gone. When I'm not there, do I exist to them? I doubt it. Certainly seems like I don't.
People can say they care all they like. They can act like every single thing they do is someone, in some sort of 'psycho-drum' benefiting you, or that they do care and try their best. But sometimes, their 'best' just doesn't seem like they're even trying. If they are going to say they care, then surely they should act like I matter, even in the slightest.
Not once have I let someone down. Not once have I tried to hurt someone, or not done what they wanted me to, yet it always seems that when I want something to happen, or for them to do something it just doesn't happen. Why can't it? Or am I not worth the time or effort any more? Who the fuck knows.
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